Never again...

I am never going to drink ever again!!! EVER! If I do, please feel free to kick me!
I went to the Avoca cup yesterday. So, needless to say, I had a bit to drink! It all started at about 10.30 yesterday morning. Yes, I was drinking before 12... I know! BIG mistake!
Anyway, I awoke at 3am this morning, in not such a good way! I managed to gwt back to sleep, and awoke again at 11. As I was getting changed, I noticed several bruises that I have absolutely no idea I got, and also a lot of photo's on my camera I don't remember taking and being in. Now, don't get me wrong here, I don't drink all that often! And I usually don't drink all that much when I do drink, so this morning was really freaky for me!
In other news, Uni sucks! I have so many assignments due, and nowhere near enough time to get them done! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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Life...

Why is it that the things you want from life are the ones that are the hardest to get? Why is it that sometimes the things we want, are the things we should be running from?

Recently, I have been questioning what it is that I need from this life. What it is that I want. I thought I knew, but when I sit down and really think about it, I only know one thing. I don't really know what it is I am here to do. I want to travel, I want to paint, I want to draw, I want to do photography, I want to be an actress, I want to live in France, I want to cook. But are any of these what I am on earth to do? What is my purpose?

Life is the hardest thing any human will have to do. You know when people say "that was the hardest thing I have ever done!"? Well, they are wrong. Life is the biggest challenge and the most difficult thing anyone will come across.

<3 A Wonderland of Thought